Colors Of My Life... Granny Gee

Grief... my son died May 29, 2010. I write my pain, and to remember Tommy. No matter how I feel, what I write about, my blog is about grief, Tommy, my life.
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Sleep … To Visit The AfterLife

Sleep … To Visit The Afterlife
By Gloria Faye Brown Bates/aka Granny Gee

 

Tommy, and his beautiful little son, Taban … a very special child in my Heart ……..

 

 

Walking down the dark road, I saw headlights coming toward me. Run! Run! I began to run until I came to a place that bushes weren’t covering the rail fence. I climbed over it quickly.

 

I saw my friend, Ms Nancy, who had…

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How long does it take for something to … sink in?

I Have Stopped Drinking Diet Soda As Of … Twenty Minutes Ago!

I Have Stopped Drinking Diet Sodas As Of … Twenty Minutes Ago!

By Gloria Faye Brown Bates/aka Granny Gee

  Gloria Faye Brown Bates/aka Granny Gee …

This morning, I was sitting here, watching The Doctors. Something I saw on there … finally convinced me to make a decision. I can let go, easily …now.

No, I won’t do it again, unless … it’s the only thing around. Then, I will decide how long it’ll…

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The sunshine turns into a spotlight … the world become a stage

It Takes A Stranger To … Bring Tommy Back

It Takes A Stranger To … Bring Tommy Back
By Gloria Faye Brown Bates/aka Granny Gee

 My son, Tommy, died May 29, 2010, at Myrtle Beach, SC

I sit waiting, as I do … I people watch
I’ve always done such … now, I watch for someone special

 

Strangers laughing, talking … going their way
To where, I do not know

 

I watch with a soft smile on my lips
I love to see life moving along in harmony

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It’s unlike …

I Had Lost My … Self

I Had Lost My … Self

By Gloria Faye Brown Bates/aka Granny Gee

 

I found ‘myself’ for a moment here … in the mirror.  See my happy smile!  Gloria Faye Brown Bates/aka Granny Gee

Well … I’m a middle-aged woman. It came sooner than I knew. Of course, there have been at least six to ten years in my life of life-threatening illness, and the loss of my son … that numbed me to life.

So, I…

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There’s nothing to do there … but, ‘be’.

One Doesn’t Have To Do Anything … In Darkness

One Doesn’t Have To Do Anything … In Darkness

By Gloria Faye Brown Bates/aka Granny Gee

 

 

Darkness … soft darkness. Mama! Mama, please tuck the blanket around my ears like you did when I was a little girl.

Yes, I ate something. Hearing Skip’s voice asking me had I eaten while he was at work. I didn’t know if I had or not … I didn’t know anything… it didn’t matter. Yes, was my answer.

S…

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